Walking the Passage: and I can see why He called us after creating us very good all the more......

Thursday, March 10, 2011

and I can see why He called us after creating us very good all the more......

I got in the car to drive Gregory to school and I started to think upon the next 100 days... Day 1... what does it mean? As I placed my attentions upon the idea of walking in a way that Christ did ... seeing the Father and doing that which was seen my hands exploded in heat.....

But.... there was no one besides me and the toddlers in the car... no thought of who to pray for... but then this came and I realized that this season was already looking different than any thought..... I pulled out my voice memo thing on my iphone and began to record that which was pulsating through my being.... and causing me to come to place of near combustibility....

This season isn't about performance or some striving after Him.... it isn't a frantic looking around always willing and waiting to be told to do something or go somewhere or drive in a certain direction only to come upon someone in need....

IT IS however.... a season of learning what it means to reside in Him.... to be one with Him... to have His life lived through me and to walk into a season of being that which I already am.... a season of not ignoring it or allowing distractions to take away from it.... an aligning of myself to His ways and His thoughts and Him.....

Within the very essence of being .. of just being... of just getting up in the morning and going about my day... I am ... and that which He is is upon me.... awakening a passion and a determination to no longer deny any aspect of that but not amp up any aspect of that either..... of a calm and yet passionate and yet peaceful and yet excited and yet full and yet being poured out aspect to all that I am when I am abiding ..............

In this journey as each day passes I feel more and more released into becoming who I was always intentioned to be... and as the past is healed and fears fall away from being perfectly loved I am entering into this place of hope and trust and wonderment.....

The journey with the Father is taking on these phenomenal qualities to life and living...... and I can see why He called us after creating us very good all the more...... my delight is in Him and His delight is in us and His assessment and appraisal of the situations of our lives and who we are are truly a marvelous thing to behold..................

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One of my Favorite Narnian Quotes...

“One word, Ma’am,” he said, coming back from the fire; limping because of the pain. “One word. All you’ve been saying is quite right, I shouldn’t wonder. I’m a chap who always liked to know the worst and then put the best face I can on it. So I won’t deny any of what you said, even so. Suppose we have only dreamed, or made up, all those things – trees and grass and sun and moon and stars and Aslan himself. Suppose we have. Then all I can say is that, in that case, the made-up things seem a good deal more important than the real ones. Suppose this black pit of a kingdom of yours is the only world. Well, it strikes me as a pretty poor one. And that’s a funny thing, when you come to think of it. We’re just babies making up a game, if you’re right. But four babies playing a game can make a play-world that makes you real world hollow. That’s why I’m going to stand by the play-world. I’m on Aslan’s side even if there isn’t any Narnia. So, thanking you kindly for our supper, if these two gentlemen and the young lady are ready, we’re leaving your court at once and setting out in the dark to spend our lives looking for the Overland.

A Brilliant Quote from Marianne Williamson

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate,

but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?"

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightening about shrinking

so that others won't feel unsure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.

It is not just in some of us; it is in every one.

As we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.